Benign?

Am I the only one who's overwhelmed with all this free time? Not that I miss the OS subjects or anything; I've been looking forward to the HD series. It's just a shock to my system not having lectures after lunch or classes on Fridays. It's like my mind can't deal with all this time on my hands, so I'm compelled to fill it with whatever I can--Medchoir practices, prayer meetings with Fr. Francis, errands for Phi store, our class oath, group project for HD201, nightly sessions with the Adri Tower 2 treadmill--you name it. Not that all these things didn't need to be done before. It's just that I can't help but do them with a certain level of, um, obsession? Haha. In short, tinotoxic ko sila. Tinotoxic ko sarili ko.

Oh, the irony that is my life as a med student. When I'm drowning in consecutive neuro exams, I dream of the weekend. I dream of summer. But when given some unexpected free time, to relax and revel in benign-ness, I run away, find more stuff to do fill it all up, and end up not benign at all.